i've learned that the grieving process for me is a very slow burn

it's been 3 months and i still can't get them out of my head for a second

i've tried bargaining, i've gone out of my way to get their attention

nothing has worked. i more or less have to come to terms with it and try to move on

you used to once be my everything, someone who understood me and someone i could be myself around

ever since you left, loneliness has taken your place. it hasn't been easy.

my grieving process hasn't been the healthiest for sure

it's hard to bottle it all up when you wear your heart on your sleeves

i wish you would just come back, but i know you won't return

i slept for 12 more hours today, woke up at 5

i didn't get that job that i applied for.

i guess it really was never meant to be

i hope you can come back some day

despite how you've treated me,