sometimes i wonder if i was really meant for this world. is this a thought that others often have?

would i have ideally been born as a tree... or a flower of some sorts?

everywhere i go it feels like i'm taking a wrong step, like i'm failing in some way

no matter what i do, i can't feel the satisfaction of life that others seem to feel

i must sound really miserable

but i often stop to wonder why everyone i care about leaves

maybe i'm not really meant for this world

...

i am somewhat of a believer in reincarnation

in a sense that it is comforting to have that thought on the backburner

maybe i'll reincarnate as a tree